WHIRLWIND

The title of this blog says it all. No, its not just a reference to the fact that there are 12 inches of snow on the ground outside. It is a reference to the last two weeks of my life.

In 12 days I have been from Morocco to Spain to New York to Cincinnati to Detroit back to New York and back to Cincinnati.

In 7 days I have decided to apply to start my MBA next fall,...............then decided not to apply to start my MBA next fall.............then decided to go ahead and take my GMAT next week and apply....................then decided that I need to wait because I have no way to finance the $100,000 investment an Ivy League MBA costs...................then decided "if I don't do it now I won't ever do it so I have to apply" and drove all the way to Ohio State in 6 inches of snow to get my transcripts.........................then realized there was no way in hell I was going to get my recommendations in time to apply..................then decided I just need to give up and that I procrastinated too long and that I need to find something else to do................, and now, as I sit here, my mind keeps telling me that there is some reason why it sounds so cool to say "I'm a Harvard MBA"

Whirlwind.

Complete Whirlwind.

So once the whirlwind in my head stops I will put up the pretty pictures and stories of the month I spent in Spain and Morocco wandering like the true Nomad that I am.

Till then... I must do some wandering of another sort...wandering through the depths of my heart to figure out what I really want from life right now.